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15 june ie ari sabtu lps...genaplah 4 thn pemergian ayah me...rasa mcm baru semlm jer benda tu berlaku...
and me ternampak adik lelaki me (now kat Texas) ada buat status FB...sedey me baca..

I will never say goodbye to you my Father...
Because I know this is not the end for us to see each other....
You will only be going to a place where there’s no pain nor suffering...
I am happy for you, for you will be with our Creator...
For now we need to go in separate ways....
I remember how your arms hold me and give me strength....
You were always there to listen, love, and defend me in everything...
You were my very best friend....
In my triumphs you were always proud..I’m very grateful and proud to call you my dad.....
Here deep inside my heart you’ll always be.....
I would give up everything I have just to hug you one more time....
I remember the last time I held your hand and how you looked at me in the eyes.....
If only I could turn back the time I would have never let you go......
I felt the world stop and my heart stop beating when they told me you were gone…….
How I wish I was only dreaming....
Just like the rain; tears fell down from my eyes, I couldn’t speak for awhile...Thank you Dad….
For always understanding, listening, caring, and loving me your whole life.....The greatest gift God gave me was YOU……..my Dad…
It’s difficult to let you go but I must…
I must return the gift God gave me…

Till then;
See you in Heaven………
Forever in my heart , my lovely and only Dad….......

Al-fatihah :’(
With Noor Azmi Ismail, Suzana Ismail, Suzi Fadhilah, Hanim Ismail, Dandarawi Ismail

For My beloved Dad,
Haji Ismail B. Awang Besar
(1938 - 2009)

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