It hurts..

It is painful, hurts, truly miserable for these final 2 weeks for me to go through...the closer is the harder, the more unbearable it becomes...

I miss my baby, my hubby, my parents, all my loved ones in Msia...

"Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your fault. You made me miss you too much!"

I love being here in Notts, but I hope that I won't come here alone again in the year 2010 - I'm not that strong to face the loneliness for the second time :(

Ilal liqa'
Mama Zharfan
6.20 pm