It's a wintry, freezing day...

It's 0 degree celcius today...I have to put on my sweater eventhough the heater in my room is on...

I know my baby is missing me more and more..(so am I)...this morning when I called him, he was the one who answered the called, as he knew I would be calling him at a fixed time every two days..so the moment the telephone rang, he quickly answered it by saying sweetly " Assalamualaikum, ello mama.."

It has been 4 months ( I feel like ages! ) since I left him with his nenek & tok ayah...so no wonder he felt like missing me so much. The other heartache part for me is when he tried to search around the phone to find my face, in case I'm visible on the phone because at his age, he might think he could see me as he could hear my voice through the phone.. :( pity my little boy...

83 more days to go before me could meet each other again...and I pray to Allah that I would no longer be apart from my Zharfan again after this...

Ilall liqa'
Mama Zharfan
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