*mode risau +sedih : bila chenta hati me tak sihat...

my zharfan was not well yesterday..he woke up in the morning with swollen eyes..so me & hubby tak bagi dia pegi skool--he's got spelling test at  school actually..

so me bwk zharfan pegi mary potter medical center..doktor tu check gitu2 jer...then bagi sirap utk elak gatal2/allergy ...dia kata may be sbb allergy or conjuctivis--siap bukak buku lg dpn me..mcm tak biasa dgn penyakit kanak2 kot...

actually, the truth is...my boy dh few months complain that his eyes are painful, dia kata mata pedih, then terus lari masuk toilet utk basuh mata dgn air, then ok...kiranya dlm seminggu ada few times jd gitu..especially kalau me msk kat dapur, dia akan ckp, ma, stop cooking, mata dia jd sakit..me ingat mata dia sensitif ke apa jer....

and me  buat acuh tak acuh ajer...
risau plak takut something wrong with his eyes..
he looks normal, aktive, smart, tu me dok tangguh2 tu..sampailah mata dia jd bengkak..tp bukan sakit mata biasa kot sbb tak de discharge (tahi mata)...

ingat nak bwk zharfan for further check-up...dh tak boleh tangguh2 dah.....
really..me not a good mother :(

note : *mood risau, runsing, semua ada ni.....adik2 me,kakak me +my mom kat kampung marah2 sbb me jenis acuh tak acuh..my mistake pun :( 
ada sedare me anak dia( 3 thn kot) mati sbb kanser mata..and adik me yg jd doktor tu , dia jaga wad kanak2, dia kata kat msia byk kids yg kena kanser mata...nauzubillah...:( :(

Ya Allah, lindungilah anak2 me yg sgt2 me kasihi dari segala penyakit yg tak diingini..Amiin