Monday 20 September 2010

when she keeps on saying.."my time is near"

sedih bila my mom ckp gitu...
adik me yg tinggal dgn my mom kat kg selalu ckp, my mom selalu ckp ayat2 gitu..that lepas adik bongsu me selamat kawin (16 oct ni) tanggungjawab dia dh selesai..and dia rasa masa dia dh tak lama...sebak me dgr..me takut sgt kalau2 me tak sempat jumpa my mom lagi..

me tau and paham, my mom sgt sedih, rasa kehilangan, sepi, sunyi, kosong lps my dad pergi...sbb my mom and my dad hidup bersama selama 52 thn...and both my mom & my dad kehilangan parents masa kecik2 lg..so both of them are really attached to each other...cari rezeki, membesarkan anak2, kumpul harta sama2..semua benda pun buat sama2...

me harap, apa yg my mom ckp tu sekadar luahan hati sbb she's lonely..and bukannya betul2 hints that she's really gonna be with my dad kat alam sana..

siapalah me utk menolak takdir and ketentuan Ilahi..
harinya pasti tiba..tp me tak akan putus asa utk mendoakan agar my mom panjang umur, sihat sejahtera, gembira & bahagia...

ni pic my mom & my lil ariff kat LCCT (dec 2009) masa antar me fly ari tu...me edit pic ni kat fotofunnia ..

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16 comments:

  1. Sheherazade20 September 2010 at 10:53

    tears

    me pon rase sebab dia lonely

    InsyAllah u still can meet n hug ur mum

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  2. NAZ20 September 2010 at 10:54

    im touching :) hope she will be fine

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  3. Khumaera Ismail aka Mariam Ismail20 September 2010 at 10:54

    huhu~
    rasenye sume mak ayh bile dh tua akn ckp mcm tu..mungkin kite pun akn ckp mcm tu satu hari nanti.. ='(

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  4. ardinihumaira20 September 2010 at 11:07

    semoga mak akak dipanjangkan umur, amin..


    memang orang tua2 suka cakap macam tu. nenek dni selalu cakap 'aku dah tua, nak mati esok lusa'

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  5. Syida20 September 2010 at 11:09

    sedih la n3 ni.takmo comment.

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  6. Cute MuM20 September 2010 at 11:19

    memang sedih kalo mak cakap camtue..

    4 hari sebelum majlis cukur jambul dania, My Mom jatuh dari kerusi.. terus pengsan.. bawa g hospital.. Doktor kate kene tahan CCU.. Sebab jantung lemah...

    Time melawat, My Mom kate.."Kalo mak takder, teruskan jer Majlis tue".. Tersentap dgr kata My Mom..

    Alhamdulillah.. Sekarang tgh tgu nak masuk bateri kat jantung...

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  7. Najwa20 September 2010 at 11:39

    saya faham keadaan mak akak tu... keadaan dia yg vry attached n bergntung dgn arwah husband dia.. sbb my grandma pn mcm tu jg... slalu ckp mcm tu, i think simply bcause she's lonely n xde 'kawan' rapat yg hidup sama2 dgn dia.. huhu..

    dr apa yg sy tgk sndiri, tiada lain pd ibu ni slain bila anaknya slalu tnya khabar n melawat dia.. they only nak kasih syg dan rapat n dikelilingi anak2...

    hopefully apa yg dia ckp tu x maksud apa2 yg dia mmg nak pergi la kan sis...

    best regards,
    wawa~*
    SecretWhisper.net

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  8. Diamilikku20 September 2010 at 12:33

    *sedih*..

    saya kehilangan arwah mama 4 tahun lepas..tapi sedihnya dan sunyinya tanpa mama masih terasa sampai sekarang...semoga allah panjangkan usia mak akak...

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  9. T@sh Sch@20 September 2010 at 14:31

    * arghhh takut!*
    *sedih*
    *sebak*
    *nak nangis*


    hanya doa mampu dipanjatkan kepadaNya

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  10. ♫::: m[e]n!t! s[e]nja :::♫20 September 2010 at 15:02

    sob sob sob...

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  11. nur20 September 2010 at 16:53

    ~touching entry.. semoga hidup kita semua diberkatiNya

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  12. MamaYatie20 September 2010 at 16:55

    huk huk huk..speachless la..apapun saya doakan nenek zharfan sihat sejahtera hendakNya..

    p/s: sama2 la kita appreciate & luahkan perasaan kasih kita pd yg tersayang sblm terlambat..

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  13. Unknown20 September 2010 at 18:34

    huhu..sedey!

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  14. tiefazatie20 September 2010 at 20:24

    sedihnye..huhu..ifa pun rasa betol pe yg sis ckp tue...ur mum sunyi tue..xde kawan baek die dah kan..xpe la..ifa doakan ur mum pjg umur ye sis..=)

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  15. ch@20 September 2010 at 21:38

    sungguh, kita dah nangis baca entry akak ni, insya-Allah everything will be ok kak :D cheers.

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  16. cikpuanhady21 September 2010 at 05:10

    yang mampu, tawakkal & doa aja la..

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