Me happy....for my beloved sis & bro.. yet...still sedih

Caution : ni entry penuh emosi...

Today is my sis' 31st Birthday...I only have one adik perempuan in this world...so I love her with all my heart, all the sisterly love that I can give...and she is my forever best fren, she has been with me thru out all important events in my life...like my wedding (she's my mak andam and wedding planner) and she has been with me in the labour room (together with my Mom) when I gave birth to my Zharfan,and she has always helped me when it comes to money matters....how i wish that she could have all the happiness, everything good in life...Insya Allah...and my prayers are alway with her all the way...
note : I baru jer pos her bday present last Friday...so lmbt sikit la sampai :) I know she does sometimes read my blog, though she's super bz with her thesis :p

Second happiness for today is when I got sms from my bro, Nizar (my adik lelaki) and later the good news via skype from my sis, that my youngest bro (adik lelaki bongsu) has just passed his final exam, and now dh bergelar seorg doktor...Alhamdulillah...he's the 3rd doctor in our family (the 1st is my eldest sis, a specialist now, and the 2nd is my elder bro -a  dentist)...if only our late dad is still alive, he must be the happiest person, as he was always proud with all his children's success in education, career & life...tp takdir mengatasi segalanya...so Insya Allah, 2 org doktor lg bakal menyusul in our family (though bukan medical doctor :p)

I still remember vividly, masa my late dad sakit tenat, my mom was crying and telling me that 'ayah dh tak sempat tgk 3 org lagi anak dia bergelar doktor..'...and memang pun, Tuhan dh jemput ayah pada masa yg ditentukan, tidak cepat dan tidak lambat walau sesaat pun...semuanya dh tertulis di loh mahfuz...but I have faith and do believe that, ayah tau... that anak ayah dh berjaya jd doktor, even ayah berada di alam lain pun...ALFATIHAH utk arwah Hj Ismail bin Awang Besar..

ni pic masa kat airport just before i fly off to UK

in this pic, awie, my adik bongsu yg baru bergelar doktor tu yg duduk tepi Zharfan tu...

and my adik perempuan, Hanim , yg celebrate bday ari ni, yg buat tanda peace tu..

Ni semua wajah2 yg me rindui...esp Queen of my heart..in blue tudung...semoga Allah panjangkan umur Ma utk lihat kejayaan anak2...kerana Ma selalu ckp kamilah kebanggaan Ma, yg merealisasikan harapan dan aspirasi Ma...